I am here to post.

What do post?

I seriously don’t know… How about the holidays? ok. so… this week..

What have i been doing?

As what i can see… all my friends particularly my sec sch friends have their commitments.. CCAs… remedials.. etc…

but why am I so “leftout”… I feel that i am always an outcast now.. I have not been talking to anyone for the past few days except to my bro..

but thats different.. I need a form of entertainment.. but games doesn’t help me.

Anyways… This holiday. I have been cycling everyday… To dinner, lunch, breakfast…

its such a bore i feel.. however.. i learnt a new bike skill.. Its a wheelie!

I am still practicing to perfect it.

Now back to being ‘leftout’.. i realised if i don’t speak for a few days.. my voice deepens.. i feel sad… outcasted…. i want somebody to talk to..

and yea… I WANT IT BADLY… i even went to chatrooms! but they were flooded with sex messages… eg. HORNY NOW! CALL ME **** ****

i was like… hmmm.. wrong website..

the more time i spend at home… the more vulnerable i am to finding stuff for me to get hooked on..

For example.. A Full sus bike… A better computer… A dSLR…

Materialism… Materialism… Materialism.. when would you ever stop..

jeez.. i really want to talk to someone..

i am too bored and lonely..

I think when i grow up to the adult world.. i need a job like an entertainer or a sales promoter.. those jobs that requires blabbering about.. talking cock..

I feel pathetic..

Bye.