ok.. anyways.. some people have been reading my blog!
i was like embarrassed to say anything.. cause yea..
anyways..
now its getting better.. though not really talking a lot still but still someone is talking to me..
today received news that my YCMC proposal didnt go well..
Mr Lai didn't approve it and now we are just doing a pettiful donation drive?
i mean what the heck? such a great ambition and i wanted it to work perfectly..
and just because the venue was disapproved.. we couldn't do it..
anyways. we are small teenagers.. inexperienced..
frankly speaking.. we even have an inexperienced mentor..
EOYs are coming soon yea?
i dont know why.. but i keep thinking that i know everything..
but.. if you test me Chem.. especially those questions that aims at those small tiny details..
i am a goner..
oh ya! my com is now running on Windows 7..
Seriously it sucks? cause my com doesnt support it.. no sounds coming out...
I WANT MY MACBOOK PRO!!
ambitions.
dedications.
goals?
what's up?
i dont know.. well..
Bye.
I am here to post.
What do post?
I seriously don’t know… How about the holidays? ok. so… this week..
What have i been doing?
As what i can see… all my friends particularly my sec sch friends have their commitments.. CCAs… remedials.. etc…
but why am I so “leftout”… I feel that i am always an outcast now.. I have not been talking to anyone for the past few days except to my bro..
but thats different.. I need a form of entertainment.. but games doesn’t help me.
Anyways… This holiday. I have been cycling everyday… To dinner, lunch, breakfast…
its such a bore i feel.. however.. i learnt a new bike skill.. Its a wheelie!
I am still practicing to perfect it.
Now back to being ‘leftout’.. i realised if i don’t speak for a few days.. my voice deepens.. i feel sad… outcasted…. i want somebody to talk to..
and yea… I WANT IT BADLY… i even went to chatrooms! but they were flooded with sex messages… eg. HORNY NOW! CALL ME **** ****
i was like… hmmm.. wrong website..
the more time i spend at home… the more vulnerable i am to finding stuff for me to get hooked on..
For example.. A Full sus bike… A better computer… A dSLR…
Materialism… Materialism… Materialism.. when would you ever stop..
jeez.. i really want to talk to someone..
i am too bored and lonely..
I think when i grow up to the adult world.. i need a job like an entertainer or a sales promoter.. those jobs that requires blabbering about.. talking cock..
I feel pathetic..
Bye.
Just went swimming just now…
its been a long time since i went swimming… I swam 10 laps of 50m..
went down at 10 and came back at 10.45…
anyways.. big stuffs happening…
On saturday… I was chased by a wild dog!
i was cycling past it at 19kmh then i was staring at it…
suddenly it sprinted towards me… i was shocked!
but i still managed to pedal fast enough..
it was just at my ankle!
it gave up when i reached 35kmh…
Then on Friday.
when i was going home on Bus 30…
i saw a wallet and picked it up and asked whose is it…
then i gave it back… See!? Good samaritan!
then later when i went to cycle…
i met someone that locked her belongings in her car…
and she asked me for money to go home…
i said ok and i was willing to give her $4 but she refused… cause she wanted $10…
WEIRD!?? then she showed me her car…
a BMW 5 series! How the heck do you lock a BMW with its key inside!???
German engineering isnt so low tech! i wont get cheated…
Sadly… i didnt help… haha...!
Erm… I don’t know what else to say…
So…
Bye!