Posted on Monday, April 6, 2009, at 3:46 AM
okay.. I am going to update you guys about my life..this few days... in fact these 2 days...
theres some conflict going on here and there
and i am the poor victim...
It all started during 1/4/09... April Fool's Day...
One of the girls in that group said to me "Jeric, I like you"
I was like "OK..." and left them...
then during recess, girl no. 2 [lets call her G2] came to me and said "Jeric, I like you.. Can we stead?"
I was again like "OK..." and continue eating my recess...
Then she became so obnoxious and kept asking "would you accept me?"
So i was again like "OK..."
then ALL girls in that group all say "jeric, you are so bad... People confess their feelings to you and you reject her..."
Then i was again... "OK..."
soon... the whole 3C got to know about this news..
In realty I have never believed that relationships work in Secondary School...
Though it is one of the most exciting process [for boys]
I think that the relationship wont last... And i would like to emphasize I HAVE NO TIME!
If i have spare time.. I can go cycling! Ride my baby... Thats all!
Thats the kind of life i want. Carefree... Freedom... Passion...
Not talk.. Control... Feel... Or even look...
I believe that when the time comes... There will be this connection i would be able to feel...
but not to G2... In this world, NO ONE knows who am i inside out. No One Except ME..
I cant tell people my feelings... thats why i am so... well.. i dont know...
And to me.. in a relationship, there should be trust.
But who can trust me? i am a big fat liar, huge loser, sacarstic guy..
No one will be able to trust me...
not to say my looks..
no one will ever look at me and say "wah... he's so cute!"
You know?
With me.. Nothing good will happen.. No Happiness... No Peace... No Break...
Take A Wise Choice. Pick Someone Else.
Today.. I have posted in such a pessimistic way...
this little memories will be stored in this little website... With My past and all.
My Blog is not a place to see what's happening in my life but for me to express all this TRUE feelings..
Just Want To Be Alone.
Bye...