Posted on Monday, January 5, 2009, at 2:54 AM
Argh!!! i am not myself these few days...dont think anyone will realise... cause everyone loves the quiet me...
They said blogging your mind out could release some tension so...
dont expect colourful fonts cause i am just not in to it today...
today... was what i thought totally tiring...
Physics lesson was okay but the sums are mindblasting...
then there was A Maths...
i was thinking that i might not be able to cope for pure sciences...
last night i was almost up the whole night thinking...
i felt scared and lost...
abt the class...
i am so used to hyped up people i cant really pay attention when its too serious...
i need to entertain myself but i ran out of jokes....
nothing is fun to me already...
pls help me...
i cant stay like that for long...
soon i might break down...
this kind of work just stumped me...
btw sorry for the skipping here and there...
i reached home at 5.15...
started homework at 5.30
completed it at 6.30!
and only a maths worksheet!
my god!
am i turning dumb or am i really dumb?
i have not ever encountered sums this difficult!
though i know that there is a huge jump from sec 2 to sec 3..
but... argh! i dont know...
maybe i might cope with it later?
i just wanna excel this 2 years!
just tell me what to do!
bring life to the class!
i am regretting a little that i entered 3C...
3D is so much more hype-d...
no one really talks...
those that i talk real well or at least have topics to talk are so far away...
why? am i suppose to sustain this much peer pressure?
my life is getting worst...
it started with me making fun of my best friend..
so he got fed up and left me...
all my best friends left me after p6...
then my PSLE results was below average and very under expectations..
posted to this shit school which i still hate...
then got posted to scouts which happens to be a uniform group and has camps
which i hate...
all this is fate?
well screw you!
then now sec 3!
come to the best class...
being so arrogant...
i have got the title and i think i dont have the ability..
dumbass... i just want the fame!
argh!
so is this my fault?
fate?
shit?
shit it is!
what bafoons is this!
argh...
i dont know what/who can help me now...
just volunteer pls!
The Most Hesitant Bye!